vivian bl0ggie^^ baby you're mine.

2009年7月31日星期五 ♥

i'm not.. ♥ 07:54

hurt enough..

Can't you just stop hurting mii??

my parents bring mii to this world to enjoy life...

my heart is meant to pump blood..

Not meant to be hurt..

The fear of loneliness is still somewhere in maii heart

ii tried so hard to eliminate the fearbut is not strong enough

ii thought that ii won't feel that anymore but ii was wrong..

Whenever I still there,

sitting alone..or maybe

when ii was telling some other people about that,

*dong*

here comes the fear the sadnessthe feel of loneliness

ii may keep joking and laughing or maybe,

just smiling but who knows what's playing in maii mind at that time??

ii hopes that the moment of happiness will not end..

ii will not stop joking, laughing, smiling..

But the cruel reality disappoint mii..

ii stops not because ii’m tired

it's just simply because there's no one beside mii anymore..

Thus, ii’m trying damn hard to be independent

ii still trying hard now however,

no matter how hard ii tries,ii still feels lonely at times..

once ii said"euu are forever""

I said euu r, then you are...forever"

but how true it can be??

now ii gotta said..."

we are distanced"

ii’m very tired of trying to guess who is true and who is not

ii’m not observantshe can't differentiate truths or lies

ii doesn't know haw many big fat liars will appear in maii life

ii was tryna to be optimistic..

believing that there are someone ii can rely trust and rely on..

ii found some but still doubting

...still doubting...

maiiw0rld~vivian ♥

♥ new lif3 ♥.

vivian[[maiiworld]]
known to most people.
One year older on every d3c 17th!
Ycss

A very random & hyper girl who
is a CrazyLover of ♥mickey mouse♥

Tied down to Band & was assigned
to a beautiful instrument - Tuba.

Music is definitely part of her.
dancing is her passion.

Take an U.F.O to visit me (:
Stairs to UFO
& there you go!

You can bold, italic,
~~strike~~ & underline it (:

Entertainment ♥

♥ Music

i l0ve myself ♥

♥♥

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Adores ♥

♥ Loves

Girlfriends
is what she adores most.
They are her SuperGirlf.

mickey m0use
elmo & strawberry stuffs makes her go crazy
(they're way too cute!)

Editing & creating blogskins
are part of her favourites.

Shopping sprees

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Camwhoring
or
when she has nothing to do at home.

Tootys & Buaybahs
are the beloved families of hers.

Dark Chocolates
is her choice chocolate.
More bitterness, less sweetness please (:

Beloved Darling
He's of course, who i love.
More sweetness for this please (:
i love you

Yearns ♥

♥ i want

- new life!
- Skin Of The Day
- Get over you?
- ~~Electric blue~~/red cardigan!
- Litle Miss Sunshine Tee
-More outings with JJC senior!
- New pair of shoes & boots
- tall!
- Silver for YCMB!
- More Jeans shorts!

Flyaways ♥

♥ heartaching leavings