vivian bl0ggie^^ baby you're mine.

2009年7月31日星期五 ♥

i'm not.. ♥ 07:54

hurt enough..

Can't you just stop hurting mii??

my parents bring mii to this world to enjoy life...

my heart is meant to pump blood..

Not meant to be hurt..

The fear of loneliness is still somewhere in maii heart

ii tried so hard to eliminate the fearbut is not strong enough

ii thought that ii won't feel that anymore but ii was wrong..

Whenever I still there,

sitting alone..or maybe

when ii was telling some other people about that,

*dong*

here comes the fear the sadnessthe feel of loneliness

ii may keep joking and laughing or maybe,

just smiling but who knows what's playing in maii mind at that time??

ii hopes that the moment of happiness will not end..

ii will not stop joking, laughing, smiling..

But the cruel reality disappoint mii..

ii stops not because ii’m tired

it's just simply because there's no one beside mii anymore..

Thus, ii’m trying damn hard to be independent

ii still trying hard now however,

no matter how hard ii tries,ii still feels lonely at times..

once ii said"euu are forever""

I said euu r, then you are...forever"

but how true it can be??

now ii gotta said..."

we are distanced"

ii’m very tired of trying to guess who is true and who is not

ii’m not observantshe can't differentiate truths or lies

ii doesn't know haw many big fat liars will appear in maii life

ii was tryna to be optimistic..

believing that there are someone ii can rely trust and rely on..

ii found some but still doubting

...still doubting...

2009年7月30日星期四 ♥

maii words ♥ 20:02

i'm back..

have you ever thought of going back to the past to make that one change that

you've always been wanting to change?

what do you think about knowing too much will cause you more trouble than

you can ever think of? what about just accepting the fact that things

might happen for the better reason? whatabout knowing that

there might be even better things that will become of?

sometimes i think i make too much promises. even when deep inside me

i know it's most likely to be possible. i guess what i'm trying to do is to

convince myself that, doesn't matter how naive and simple i see things as,

nothing is impossible. perhaps, i might not achieve anything from

the promises i've made in the end but at least i know,

i try to make it happen

if you can go back in time to change somethings that might or

might not make things better, or otherwise. it made me realized

that sometimes, things happens for a reason. we often think

that if only i could turn back time and correct my mistakes,

thing would've been better. but if you think about it, things

happen for a reason and i'm pretty sure it'd be better to just

leave it as it is. this is because once you try to alter things

that has happened for a reason it might become worse.

so maybe that's why until today time machine is still yet

to be developed. the irony of life.

free from all that i've seen but that would mean i've learned nothing hence

learning from the truth makes one even stronger though it hurts like hell there

fore i want to recieve freedom even more.

kudos

tis is all maii feeling..

mwax

2009年7月2日星期四 ♥

genting trip ♥ 03:16

atlast upload my picha le..
haha~
so long didt update..
coz...
exam><
bt...
nw,finish le lorh..
last 2 week went to genting take d picha~

pub^^

saw us?

nurhhh...tat last row 3sapo

tasty..

green tea..i lik(veli exp)><

Highland Hotel

after outdoor..around9p.m

went to 1st world "tong lo wan"

dinner..

our turn..waiting to ply the sportcar..

b4 wear the helmet nid wear tis..

funny lo...

new law r..??
wahaha

maiiw0rld~vivian ♥

♥ new lif3 ♥.

vivian[[maiiworld]]
known to most people.
One year older on every d3c 17th!
Ycss

A very random & hyper girl who
is a CrazyLover of ♥mickey mouse♥

Tied down to Band & was assigned
to a beautiful instrument - Tuba.

Music is definitely part of her.
dancing is her passion.

Take an U.F.O to visit me (:
Stairs to UFO
& there you go!

You can bold, italic,
~~strike~~ & underline it (:

Entertainment ♥

♥ Music

i l0ve myself ♥

♥♥

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Adores ♥

♥ Loves

Girlfriends
is what she adores most.
They are her SuperGirlf.

mickey m0use
elmo & strawberry stuffs makes her go crazy
(they're way too cute!)

Editing & creating blogskins
are part of her favourites.

Shopping sprees

.

Camwhoring
or
when she has nothing to do at home.

Tootys & Buaybahs
are the beloved families of hers.

Dark Chocolates
is her choice chocolate.
More bitterness, less sweetness please (:

Beloved Darling
He's of course, who i love.
More sweetness for this please (:
i love you

Yearns ♥

♥ i want

- new life!
- Skin Of The Day
- Get over you?
- ~~Electric blue~~/red cardigan!
- Litle Miss Sunshine Tee
-More outings with JJC senior!
- New pair of shoes & boots
- tall!
- Silver for YCMB!
- More Jeans shorts!

Flyaways ♥

♥ heartaching leavings