vivian bl0ggie^^ baby you're mine.

2009年5月11日星期一 ♥

l..0..v..3 ♥ 03:49

偶尔会想起那件事~

我也不想的~

就不懂为什么~

没有的解释~

脑里面很想快点把它忘记~

可是…

心理总是放不下~

那些回忆永远都会留在我的脑里面~

不可能会消失~

除非..

我……………………………

失意~

有时侯~

也会在想~

为什么他可以顺着他所要的结局去改变这一切~

为什么决定的权利会是属于他?

为什么不是我?

本来有的现在我已经没有了~

很矛盾~

真的..真的~

有时还蛮辛苦的~

=.=

今天大宝贝和我诉苦~

她和我讲了很多关于他的男朋友的东西~

他讲~
表面上我会觉得他很好~

其实..他不是很好~

爱一个人真的需要包容~

所以..她不会把分手这两个字挂在嘴边~

今天..她终于忍不着~

讲完出来~

我也替她辛苦~

可是..

我不能给她意见~

因为..因为…

在感情上我也是一个失败者~

没有资格给意见~

只能听..只能和她分享~

那就够了~

虽然..

没有给他任何的意见~

可是….

有和他分享之前我所经历过的事情~

大致上都和他一样~

有过同样的问题~

谈谈下~

突然..眼泪很想流出来~

心很酸~
我有很多东西很想讲给一个人听~
可是..

不知道怎样讲~

不过..讲也没有用啦~

算了吧~

不要酱伤心吧大宝贝~

如果还有机会..

我一定会好好的珍惜~

但…………………

一切都太迟了~

已经没有机会了~

我也知道~

一切已成了定局~

这个决定~

我看..永远..都不会再改变~

为何一定要失去了才学会珍惜?

~Th3 l0v3 iS Bl!nD~

S0..I LOv3 H!m

n0 R3aS0n

maiiw0rld~vivian ♥

♥ new lif3 ♥.

vivian[[maiiworld]]
known to most people.
One year older on every d3c 17th!
Ycss

A very random & hyper girl who
is a CrazyLover of ♥mickey mouse♥

Tied down to Band & was assigned
to a beautiful instrument - Tuba.

Music is definitely part of her.
dancing is her passion.

Take an U.F.O to visit me (:
Stairs to UFO
& there you go!

You can bold, italic,
~~strike~~ & underline it (:

Entertainment ♥

♥ Music

i l0ve myself ♥

♥♥

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Adores ♥

♥ Loves

Girlfriends
is what she adores most.
They are her SuperGirlf.

mickey m0use
elmo & strawberry stuffs makes her go crazy
(they're way too cute!)

Editing & creating blogskins
are part of her favourites.

Shopping sprees

.

Camwhoring
or
when she has nothing to do at home.

Tootys & Buaybahs
are the beloved families of hers.

Dark Chocolates
is her choice chocolate.
More bitterness, less sweetness please (:

Beloved Darling
He's of course, who i love.
More sweetness for this please (:
i love you

Yearns ♥

♥ i want

- new life!
- Skin Of The Day
- Get over you?
- ~~Electric blue~~/red cardigan!
- Litle Miss Sunshine Tee
-More outings with JJC senior!
- New pair of shoes & boots
- tall!
- Silver for YCMB!
- More Jeans shorts!

Flyaways ♥

♥ heartaching leavings